Sunday, 20 January 2013

The universe keeps slapping my face.

Why does the universe think its hilarious to constantly remind me of Caleb?

Dan ended up not working this Saturday morning so I decided to head back to boot camp early. I made it through the class. At the end I was waiting my turn to speak to the instructor when the girl speaking to him mentioned an upcoming fundraiser in memory of her deceased daughter. - I bolted and was able to keep it together until I got in my car.

Today Dan and I went for breakfast at this really nice restaurant. The gentleman sitting beside us started up a conversation and the mention of grand children came up. He proceeded to tell us that one was 8, another was 2 and there was a bun in the oven due at the end of April - I was due with Caleb April 29th. Dan quickly changed the conversation but the damage was done. I kept it together and chugged my mimosa.

There have been a couple other incidents similar to these. I know its probably just coincidence but every time it happens it rips the stitches that are holding my heart together.

This really sucks.


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