Caleb's Due Date

We met with our counselor for the first time today. She was incredible and it was nice to talk about everything that has happened.

We spoke about how my concentration and attention span is very low these days. It is normal and will pass. It is part of the grieving process.We spoke about how Dan and I compliment each other and how we truly are a great team. I love him more through this.

We spoke about Caleb's due date and how as it gets closer things will get harder. Dan and I have decided that instead of 'mourning' that day we are going to turn it into a family day... annually. Every year we will all take off work and school and spend the day as a family. We will make a donation in Caleb's name to one of the hospitals or foundations that have helped us through this horrible experience. We will go out and spend the day together and remind ourselves that even though Caleb is not here with us, he is in our hearts forever.

I hope it will make April 29th a much better day for us all.