I went shopping and bought myself some new running shoes and some comfy work out clothes. As I was walking to the cash register I look up and see one of my sisters friends. My heart skips a beat because I know what is about to happen:
Her: Hey! How are you? When are you due?
Me: I'm not (insert held back water works here)
Her: Oh.... I am so sorry (insert her watery eyes here)
Me: Its ok just...
Her: How's Aiden... how is Dan?
Me: I can't talk... (this is where she runs off to the cashier waiting for her and I try to keep it together)
It appears the universe hates my guts and thinks it hilarious to kick me when I am already down. On my drive home I thought about how this could be avoided in the future.
You see my sisters friend only knew I was pregnant because I had posted about it on Facebook. I have not however posted about my loss on Facebook... I just cant do it... but here is what I can do.
Post subtle pictures like this with the caption: "Ready to run again #myowntherapy"
And just for in case anyone is still not sure what is going on when they see that, tomorrow I plan on posting this: "Having a glass... or a bottle"
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If I need to cry I misewhile laugh too.
I wish it was updates about Caleb I was posting.
I miss my baby.
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